Rattle and bones

It's been 1 year and a few months since I've written... anything... It's probably the longest i've gone since I started writing. And I started writing when I was 10 or 11. Oh dear god. That was almost 20 years ago :-( Ok so I try really hard to not like think about the fact that I'm almost 30 or whatever and I really try to live in the moment and everything but sometimes you remember all these days gone by and it really fucking hits you that that life is no more. New game, new rules. Even when I was thinking about writing again all I wanted to write about was my awesome summer and summers gone by in general. I'm 27 but a smell, a song and I'm back where I belong. Madras. The 90s. So yes it's true, I'm not as MAD about MADras as I used to be but the way I remember my wonder years will never change. They were totally the best years of my life. And that's funny cos I feel like my best years are still to come. For some things. Oh my, it's all so confusing. What does that even mean... Your sex is on fire?????!!!